I can't wait till January comes.

I think about you night and day even when I'm snapping pictures.

I can't get you out of my mind

Baby,by the time you read this,I'm already fast asleep. Now your in Qatar,its gonna be even tougher for us to cammie,harder for us to chat and we can't even text. I'm not liking it a bit. I miss you so much,I wish i could be there with you. I really want to be there. My heart aches thinking about it. I know I'll be in your arms soon enough,and it will always be a day closer. I prefer when your still in Melbourne. I got the time difference mixed up. Your now 5 hours backwards. It will definitely be a challenge for both of us. I suppose couple would have to face hard times to earn a good relationship. I hope so dear. I hope so.

Tell me you miss me. Tell me you love me. Tell me you want me too. I'm not used with all of this yet. Sooner or later I will. I want February to come. I want it to happen just by a blink of an eye. I want you here by my side. I want to be able to love you more. I don't want to cry missing you. I want you to be the one to wipe the tears away if i ever cry. I want you to be there to hug me,hold me and tease me. I want you.

Bee,I won't be able to go online in the day time already after Wednesday. Some malay lady is gonna be taking my table and everything in the office. I'm just gonna be left with a table and my cell phone. I don't want,but i can't do anything about it.

Results are out on Wednesday too. I'm worried. I don't want to fail. It will reduce all my chances for everything. I don't want to be force to stay at home when your back. I'm feeling so depressed. Its tougher now that i have to go through it by my own,and I don't know how to tell you since I can't always be online. But I will find a way though. I always do.

Baby,me missing you loads. And I'm thinking about you all the time.

:loveyoubabydearest:

Loving you as long time let us to

I love you too!!